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haven been updating my blog. juz did abt 93 sit ups. i think i going to have cramps tml. and im still panting like mad. i feel so unfit. lol. haven been exercising alot. ran with corlissa limin and leann that dae. in uniform. like some mad ppl. one with lollipop. one without shoes and the other in uniform. lol. quite nice running with them. i miss running as a team. kinda. everyone seems to be disappearing. mugging at home or somewhere else.
this week was rather bad. i totally didnt touch econs. crap. wat jingkai said is quite true and it is scaring mi now. when we are taking 'O's,almost everyone in the dragon year is taking it too. now, the number of ppl taking the same exam is reduced. competition is more intense. can sae is most of the smarter ppl are competiting with u. in order to choose the course u wan, u muz do realli well. cannot afford to juz pass or be contented with C C C. crap. all his fault now. i cannot realli study. 'A' levels is like 4 daes away. and less than 20 daes my 'A's will be over. 10 years of education. now the final one. this exam is going to decide wat i will be. wah... all quoted from jingkai. lol.
seems like im not realli interested in bridge anymore. i realised i realli played like dunno how mani times in this week. used to play alot one. but now cut down alot oso. lol.
tianwei is still as adorable. he juz got a drum 2dae. and he cant wait to show off. tsktsk. cut down on hitting ppl. lol. i love the wae he call mi. coz he always call with a sweet smile on his face. somehow it juz brightens my dae a little. =))
i realised how immature i was. and im starting to learn everything. at least im trying. i feel so protected from my parents. it's time to start standing up on my own. crap. the entry make mi sound like a secondary school kid.
wat a random entry. study hard ppl! if u all do visit my blog. =)
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shucks. i didnt manage to study again. mood wasnt there. chatted with socks ydae. beri long nv tok to her le. kinda miss toking to her. last time every time exam period will call her. to relieve stress. dunno why she can help mi relieve stress oso. lol. dun think she noe abt this also.
yeelin juz called mi and told mi i had a facial appointment for free. so cool. lol. but have to travel all the wae to suntec for the 'special' facial. lol.
ihatethewaeimfeelingnow
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
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i just wan to go away. far far away.
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ydae was studying with kat at her house. but she studied too hard the previous night. in the end she slept thru the whole night while i tried to study. haha. did one paper though. though it is like little. but at least got one paper done. her dog is cute. went for grooming. then onli half of the body got hair. LOL. went home at ard 6. for the first bus. first time take the earliest bus. haha. feel as though it is like midnight still. the sky still dark dark de. haha. gonna enjoy my dae 2dae by doing nothin but watching tv bah. haha. 2dae is sat! relax dae! =) and to those who tagged recently. i do miss u guys. juz i nv write down onli. if not got alot of ppl. lol. dun misunderstand k? take care guys! =))
lazy is not an excuse to everything.
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
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oh my. com was down for the past few daes. finally im back to blog. =))
well. this week was a guilty week again. i made the effort to go to sch and try to study. came home at ard 9 plus. coz got car to lobang home. not realli home. to the bus stop la. but better than nth. haha. realised actually i didnt realli complete much work at the end of the dae. at night will start watching tv and waste my time away. oh man. i think i go sch is to make mi feel abit less guilty. =x
saw carrie ydae i think. well,feel nice toking to her. though not beri long. but still. touch peeps are being missed by mi! including limin though i studied with her when im in sch studying. lol.
i miss xiuyi too. =( she and sm went suntec 2dae i suppose. didnt wan to tag along. too far. lazy. haha. hope u two had fun.
have been trying to study with kat. jieyi sometimes. last time band ppl will study in coffee bean. ahhhhh. 2dae is a emo dae. i think ydae was worse. haha. to everyone who is reading. u guys are in my mind now!! =)) including u my lao pa. cheer up k? =))
` ` b l o o z. [11:09 PM]
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being a com idiot. all the stupid virus are killing mi. damn it. can some com expert teach mi this poor girl who is floundering with her com? crap lah. super tired. wanted to surf the net in the end ended up trying to 'clean' my com. stupid idiots. who go invent virus? seriously it is driving mi real nuts. urghh!
this week is slightly more productive than last week. i think and i hope.
my mood is like changing in every min. for a while i can be super high. the next moment i can be mad at u. i get irritated very easily. super easily. sorry ppl if i have offened any of u.
and one stupid pop up appeared again! im in a super irritated mood now.
URGH!
` ` b l o o z. [12:50 PM]
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been some time i last blogged. well. i had a guilty week. didnt study. shucks. i juz totally spend my week like trying to stay in the library to study but ended like doing nothing much. shucks shucks shucks. first week things were okay. but now. it all turned out bad once again.
met chong lee on wed to get my belated bdae present. =) thanks my fren.
saw serene recently and realised that one or two teachers who taught mi is still in dunearn. man. so sad. wan to return oso like no meaning leh. sian. not close with band peeps either. i regretted not having super close bonds with them. maybe with some of them. but now oso not much contact. sad.
the haze is realli bad. PSI:140. madness. the other time oso not so serious. made mi feel as though im in genting. LOL. played with tianwei when i reached home. well he became abit more obedient. no longer wanting to hit mi. he can juz walk in rounds on the bed. and i totally have no idea what he is trying to do. but he juz walk and walk and suddenly lie down. lol. babies are so fortunate. juz cry when they wan something. and juz do wat ever they wan. lol. i wan to be like them. haha.
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guess what i did the whole dae todae? i juz played my dae lah. with tian wei. crap. he realli distracted mi from my studies. lol. but he is seriously adorable lah. though he like to hit people. tsktsk. bad baby. but overall quite cute lah. lol. feel like slping now. shucks. feel so guilty.
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was planning to study. but nothing is going in. crap. started looking at the photos. touch photos. group photos. all photos that i have in my com. some photos are realli funni. limin. huishan. lol. cute... i miss going sentosa with xy sm hs. i wan to get tanned! im so fair now. i feel so pale. =x class bbq. juz walked from one place to another. walked along the highway. across the big patch of grass. tall grass somemore. madness man. most of the girls were wearing skirts somemore. worse. but it a fun experience though. haha. shall not carry out. it will be a long entry. haha. off to study. everyone muz work hard tgt k? =)) jiayou jiayou!
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my life is getting boring out of a sudden. i think it will be until 'A's. maybe after 'A's it will still be as boring. coz i will be working? provided i can find one. lol. a good one though. i rested the whole dae. relaxed enuff. tml will be a new week. kao. really no life leh. cant stand it.
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